I have once again probably bitten off more than I can chew .
Am I weak, or do I just initially think I am more capable than I really am.
If I have these desires, am I endowed with the potential to fulfill them?
Or am I dreaming (read nightmare)?
Or do I place too much emphasis on my own power.
Philippians 4:6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.